It is clear that Rick has met his soul-mate. She even makes exactly the same typos he does, has the same voice, the same sentence structure and writes about the VERY SAME THINGS RICK DOES!

He is so lucky!

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June 15, 2010 – Tuesday

Hmm.. cant come up with anything..
Current mood:  blessed

I am not much into this whole blog thing… but I did want to apologize for not completing a report on any of the trips Rick and I have been on, even though I told him I would.  I really intended on doing so, but have been so busy; I barely find a minute to myself… So I AM REALLY SORRY HONEY!!! I did want to say that the past few months have been so busy, that I forget sometimes how boring life used to be.  I used to get up daily, use the computer to talk with friends and then I would go to work and come home to work out, take the dog for a walk, and clean up the house… And eventually go to bed… What a life huh?!  Now it is non-stop, I get up in the morning just in time to get ready to leave for work, come home and usually have some type of errand to run, either the kids need something, or we are out of something, or need to go pick up or drop off the kids.  I must really say that this last few weeks have been crazier than most, Rick has been really ill, and has been in severe pain, the physicians are working to find out the issue, but I don’t know if they are working hard enough.  I come home daily to find him in pain, not eating, throwing up, etc.  I cant take this… it hurts to watch him suffer so much, it hurts even more when it is a waiting game to find out what is wrong so that they can treat it.  I went to the grocery store the other day and he went in to pick up milk for his ex (yeah what a nice guy… I sure as hell wouldn’t pick up anything for my ex) and after about two minutes the ambulance and fire truck showed up and then his son came running to the car and I have to say that my heart stopped for a minute because I was afraid it was him that the emergency personnel had shown up for, but it wasn’t thank GOD!!!  I stayed home to be with him a couple of days last week because I am worried, I know that he has health issues, I have been living with him since November so I see it daily; but recently this is different and much more severe than anything I have seen before.  He wakes up in the middle of the night sweating like crazy and doubled over in pain, it really scares me.  I guess I think about the kids and what would happen if they lost their father.  He is so involved in their lives that it would be such a horrible thing for them to go through.

I am not much into this whole blog thing… but I did want to apologize for not completing a report on any of the trips Rick and I have been on, even though I told him I would.  I really intended on doing so, but have been so busy; I barely find a minute to myself… So I AM REALLY SORRY HONEY!!! I did want to say that the past few months have been so busy, that I forget sometimes how boring life used to be.  I used to get up daily, use the computer to talk with friends and then I would go to work and come home to work out, take the dog for a walk, and clean up the house… And eventually go to bed… What a life huh?!  Now it is non-stop, I get up in the morning just in time to get ready to leave for work, come home and usually have some type of errand to run, either the kids need something, or we are out of something, or need to go pick up or drop off the kids.  I must really say that this last few weeks have been crazier than most, Rick has been really ill, and has been in severe pain, the physicians are working to find out the issue, but I don’t know if they are working hard enough.  I come home daily to find him in pain, not eating, throwing up, etc.  I cant take this… it hurts to watch him suffer so much, it hurts even more when it is a waiting game to find out what is wrong so that they can treat it.  I went to the grocery store the other day and he went in to pick up milk for his ex (yeah what a nice guy… I sure as hell wouldn’t pick up anything for my ex) and after about two minutes the ambulance and fire truck showed up and then his son came running to the car and I have to say that my heart stopped for a minute because I was afraid it was him that the emergency personnel had shown up for, but it wasn’t thank GOD!!!  I stayed home to be with him a couple of days last week because I am worried, I know that he has health issues, I have been living with him since November so I see it daily; but recently this is different and much more severe than anything I have seen before.  He wakes up in the middle of the night sweating like crazy and doubled over in pain, it really scares me.  I guess I think about the kids and what would happen if they lost their father.  He is so involved in their lives that it would be such a horrible thing for them to go through.

Okay enough with this, on to the more positive things! Okay so vacation was great, although the boys of course had their meltdowns… Because someone was touching someone… or someone looked at them wrong, etc… But being out of Vegas away from work was Wonderful!!! Don’t get me wrong I love my job,  but sometimes it just gets to be too much… when you deal with others problems all of the time sometimes you forget to take time for yourself, and that is just what I tried to do on vacation was take some time for myself (although with the kids this was difficult).   We did so much in the three days that I am surprised the kids didn’t crash for days when we returned home, Lord knows I wanted to!  The boys stated that it was a lot of fun as well, of course they didn’t find the last day very much fun, and neither did I.  I cannot believe that in the middle of nowhere we received a flat tire… then after putting on the spare… we got another flat tire…and although we tried using some fix a flat it just pored out of the tire… so this was a no go as well.. ARGH!!!, at that point we were about 16 miles from any human being and it was soooo cold.. Hell it was snowing! YES IN THE END OF MAY, can you believe?!  I was never so glad to roll up in the town (yeah the whole four houses) at 1am, especially since ATT (who says they have an all over network) did not get service where we were!  The plan at that point was to sleep in the car until morning and then possibly see if one of the residents would let me use their phone.  When morning arrived, a gentleman from union pacific railroad stopped right by our car (we were close to the tracks) and asked if he could help put the spare on… that is when I told him unfortunately that was the spare, and that my cell phone was not getting reception.. HIS DID!!!! YEAH… I think it is time to switch to Verizon… and he had a friend that owned a tire place 12 miles down the road in another town.  It was such a blessing to see him, but I knew it would all work out anyway!!  I was never so glad to see my house, my bed, and of course my little Rocky!!! I missed him severely!!!  And I know that Rick and Kids missed the animals too… but I have a tendency to baby my dog… probably because it was me and him for so long… and because he is the best dog anyone could have!!

Okay enough with my run on sentences (yeah I know, punctuation is not my strong suit)!

I must return to work lunch is now over and I have appointments waiting!!