Friday, February 19, 2010

Valentines Love…..& St. Patties Day Green Stockings….Forbidden Fruit WTF lol
Current mood: amused
I only blog because its a way to share a part of myself with so many at once. I enjoy sharing myself its almost like the forbidden fruit on a tree. You are not supposed to touch or taste it yet you do. I just got done eating some chocolate chex cereal I love that. It is midnight as I type this do you realize that most of you are sleeping away while some of us learn to embrace the night. What would this planet do if it went into eternal darkness? Its my next topic for my paranormal group.

Speaking of the paranormal I will be removing thousands from my groups as of next week. You cant reason with people who are selfish or self absorbed. I have had some members for years never a single post never a single mug sold never even a simple hello. But those are the people who lurk reading your blogs your websites….even negative sites.
Some will wonder how I can be at two places at the same time but I can be so I just posted to my group a question of the week. Will they ever understand probably not. I have kids as some of you know. My 8 year old boy has extremely bad behavior problems allot of the things he says come from my ex and her psycho dad and brother.

I had to sit down tonight and think about it. If I say no to the candy ill be the bad guy much like if I tell people on my forum who been lurking for years enough is enough they will still hate me or prejudge the being that I am.
I realized that no matter what you do for the human race the human race will spit on you. They will take all that you have……they will lie…..they will commit sins against brother or sister does not matter. I am a writer an author and I am pretty good at what I do because I can convey myself much better then most people when it comes to emotions or what is in my heart at the time.
I know that no matter how great of a guy I will be whether I ran for president…..created the cure of some disease…..helped a girl who was a raped victim……saved a life……or been a friend that sooner or later you will always be the one who is looked upon as in simple terms the bad guy.
You could be a radio host put out great comedy then get ungrateful people throwing things at you. Behind every successful man is a pack of haters its a fact no longer just an urban myth passed around. Same thing when I tried to sell dont drink and drive bumper stickers how many of you have known me for years ever bought one for your car to honor so many who been killed from drunk drivers?

I learned if those people cannot help someone else they probably cannot help themselves. Sadly after thinking about removing so many people I smiled a bit thought what am I missing? They refuse to shake my hand….get to know me because the unknown scares them…..they lurk……never even wish me luck when I go out to do dangerous expeditions into the unknown and worst of all when you wish a happy new year to thousands and nobody says it back you now know that humanity is a fading flicker of light in our universe. Not because they do not respond to my sincerity but because worldwide the planet is suffering and its not earthquakes that cause it its humanity upon themselves.
So tonight I thought nothing is better then a fresh start so next week with each person I remove ill do it with a smile on my face. Because I realized that no matter how many great articles I sent, awesome reports from my adventures, radio show or other services their was always someone threatening me, bitching, whining, being an ass clown or just ungrateful.

Myspace people on my friends list is the same you people can write me ill always make time for my friend. Its like my paranormal group they wont befriend me help out or get involved then whats the point of not removing them. If they stay they hate you because of whatever reason it is could be because my hair is green or I do adult comedy or it could be because you removed them yet they never once brought any participation to the table.
A few of you who are on myspace here with me are on my paranormal list and some of you might get removed accidently or maybe not. Lord Rick does it all father, lover, cook, mechanic, adventurer etc etc but what I dont put up with is ignorance and stupid people. Not saying I am talking to anybody in particular but boy I have seen some dumb people on the net over the years. Some guy signs up under my group my note hurt his precious little feelings and he begged to be removed from my group because he is to lazy to remove himself. Lets face it this is for you ladies get a laugh but most guys you meet on the net their fat, geeky and act stupid right? Well more then likely this guy was fat, stupid and quote LAZY so lazy he couldnt click the mouse to the right of the forums page saying remove me. Its shit like that in life that makes you wonder why we deserve to live on this planet why it shouldnt be exonerated from the universe. I am willing to bet their is life on other planets so again if I had to hit a switch to eradicate mankind I would never once flinch to think about it. Because I have realized that humans are ungrateful not all just some.
Its like this video game I played the guy gets super powers starts to save people yet the people turn on him throwing rocks. You can be one of the most talented paranormal ghost photographers in the world have so much power inside of you yet nobody will believe you and when you turn to someone they laugh at you. Its like my members they truly do not know all the great things my group is about then half of them bitch talk about you as if they have ever met you eye to eye. I have met souls in my life but very few actually know me or get that chance.
Anyways that was about it for my day and I am a deep thinker. I again know that no matter how cute you look…..or if your rich or poor…..or if you are a great conversationalist…author….friend or whatever the case is people are so blind they truly cannot see potential in others let alone themselves. I actually feel bad for others on my forums.

Do you know over the years I have thrown parties with ribs, 1000s of dollars worth of fireworks…shrimp…..even giving away things. Do you know how many threw that in my face they never email me never to say hello…..they never care to support me in what i do whether its falling in love with a great girl……or something as simple as a Happy Halloween etc etc and well I guess once I rid of people like that in my life even if they are just lurkers on my forums I operate ill be happy to know I cleansed all of these kind of people I dont need around me which includes exgfs get over it just like those crazy stalkers as I said before you know how to find me kill me and get it over with or get lost so I can finish my destiny which should take me about two more decades to complete hopefully.

I do not mean to sound as if I am grouchy or all gloomy I am not. I am rather happy that I got to see my son this weekend he came over tonight and is here till Sunday. Sadly he complains that my ex and her family heavily mistreat him its sad and all he talks about is running away etc etc. she did this to him the kid is just not himself not the boy I come to raise. But I was glad tonight to tuck him in with a kiss….I was glad to tuck my gf in with a kiss and put the blankets on her….and I am very glad to eat not one bowl tonight but two bowls of that checks despite that I am no longer allowed to eat most foods because of health issues.

I will eat those foods though because they make me happy just like ladies…..pot…..good music…..sex…..chocolate….rootbeer and chocolate milk do to.
I have come to almost laugh at the fact that so many have the need to copy me. I get a radio show and some guy who I met years ago now has one to. Its like why because I have one. I remember when I lived in Buffalo NY started one of the only paranormal groups then 30 other groups popped up writing me on how they vandalized the places I been to or spray painted my name at certain sites. As I said I am so done with just about anybody in relation to my group if I disappear or go underground nobody would miss me but they would lose something so much more.
With that in mind how was some of your valentines days? I know some of you were alone and I am sorry. I know what its like to be alone as a child I spent most of it by myself. I feel bad when others like some of you are sad trust me this is one of the first or best vdays I ever had in my life being that each holiday is new to Tammy and I because its our first year together.

The holidays are rough alone and some of you take it out on me but ya know the truth is that at one time in my life most of you didn’t ever take a second glance. I only sent valentines to 4 to 5 girls on here which has to say allot about the type of person I am. I been told I care to much who knows I know that this blog will end up on some anti lord Rick website and if it doesn’t people will read it they cannot help but to its the way some are. The nice thing about finding a great girl is that I can share that with the world because she makes me smile where others never even opted to.
If you do not like it to bad I always tell others if you do not like something then dont look at it. I believe if you want things bad enough you have to take them for yourself something I do when I want something even if its to toke on top of some no name mountain peak here in Vegas lol. BTW I bared my ass to Vegas but that is all I am telling you folks lol and I wanted to do that didnt care what anybody thought about me doing it.
As far as others go well their was a time I offered to make nice dinners for others….hang out smoke…..go hiking etc and most of you just didnt give a F@@k then I look see so many depressing status messages or blogs or people pissing about Valentines day alone not having someone well to bad some of you months ago could have had more but you failed to see it you failed at caring much like my paranormal members. They failed to care and my heart is very big but also has a very thick wall when it comes to ignorant souls.

Although I do not shut anybody out I feel that friendship goes a very long ways and I welcome new found friends whether they are paranormal investigators, urban explorers, other adventurist, authors, producers, sports pals and girls to. I still love you ladies some of you are good girls some of you here are not so nice shame shame you deserve to be where your at now while others I wish you luck not just this year but for next Valentines Day.

If I didn’t like girls then you know something would be not right I am Lord Rick hahaha:) winks. But I am glad that a recent friend of mine is engaged and maybe having a baby. I like to see others progress just as I have over the years to. Now do not get me wrong I might be in love but ill never give up girls I might minimize it more or change my habits a little but I still like my asian, oriental and blonde chicks. I also like gothic and punk chicks or a cute sexy dressing professional brunnett or sassy red head. Hell that leaves no girl out so lets just say I love women and I am not a bitter man by any means. I am however someone very brutally honest and tonights blog is really about how this nice guy who must have the worst luck finding quality souls. Its like this when I lived in FL nobody showed to my meets or parties some did sometimes nobody didnt. Then some jack ass writes me from Daytona Beach says we want to chill out hang see paranormal sites its like yo I moved man two years ago almost from there.

Anyways I been busy as usual I been working on my paranormal updates…revamping my groups options…..and well eating cereal in the middle of the night fun stuff lol.

I had a great few weekends….on Vday didnt have the kids around really so it was a nice day. I bought Tammy chocolates, candy, card, and two photos of us in nice picture frames. She got me these chocolates that were so awesome the one tasted like chocolate mirange pie yummy their all gone sorry they even had brownie lol. She also bought me jeans and a cool shirt with a very nice card.
We then went hiking for a few hours took Tammy to the place I almost got killed at last year ago. We went hiking in the desert for a couple miles….till we arrived at the sheep mtn range from there we found this really narrow private canyon hidden with a dead end and a shelter cave in front of us and giant rocks. It was a cool place we just went their to kiss and talk. I enjoy this mountain because it goes up to 9000 feet sometimes some of you in Vegas will see its covered in snow. Driving in Vegas it looks like a rock but to hike in it you realize the place is so much bigger with trees, canyons, pools of water, caves, wild life etc. We found this skull the teeth were very clean it was no normal dog and we didn’t find any other bones near by kind of odd but its the desert food is scarce so is life up in those mountains.

It was a fun little trip we had some mishaps like it got dark out we had no lights…….or we got into trouble with the PD while hiking but oh well after that we had a great adventure. Its a cool place I took Tammy to with lots of secluded canyons….pretty cactuses….rock formations…..etc on the back side of those mountain is said to be nothing but 100 miles of eerie desert and strange occurrences including groom lake/area 51. We had a great time took photos I posted them. Then we had really great tortellini with bread sticks and sauce for dinner. We watched a movie chilled out beat our video game Dantes Inferno which btw is a pretty bad ass video game.

So what was my Valentines weekend Tammy makes me on the weekends sometimes some pretty nice breakfast’s. I get pretty creative in my cooking lately last night made Hawaiian flavored steaks with a stir fry and cracked pepper potatoes. I keep pretty busy most of the time.
As you can see I am throwing a party next month….and then their is also a meet up. If you want to hang out and meet those are the two events to do it. I rarely ever come out unless I am adventuring…..investigating haunted houses….throwing a party or meet or if you see me on my radio show which i do now go on video cam for my show.

Tomorrow the boys and I will spend time together playing games. I divide myself up pretty good ha the kids, gf, and even blogging here on myspace not bad right? lol. Last week I made the bedroom look nicer as a surprise for Tammy. I do plan on still moving to ca gonna take her with me though when we can find a way to rent a small place for us starting off. Ca has some really awesome towns and things to do. I know my kids and her would love some of the places I enjoy visiting. Just like Vegas I got quite a few places nobody knows about that I like to toke at and hike around in lots of fun.

Anyways speaking of hiking in two weeks were going to be hiking and going into some tunnels. It should be allot of fun we need volunteers it will be an all day event lots of hiking, lunch underground….exploring etc come if you are interested.

Lastly need a cohost for my show actually two if interest contact me for that to. I got many things going on so there ya go. Including me wanting to visit England on Halloween YES lol. You know me I like to see and do things. One of my favorite holidays is coming up st patties…green beer…..hot Irish girls licks……corn beef…..and thunderstorms boy I sure miss the change of seasons my life was different back east then it is out west really it is. This is going to sound bad but I want an Irish girl blonde or red hair in green thigh highs this year hahaha not really I just believe in rainbows and pot at the end of them in this case if I collected all the gold I seen on my hikes id be rich by now lol.

I cant wait one day to have real trees in my back yard or to try to build a tree house…..or to have another kid. Tammy and I are working at it she is getting a test tomorrow although I could keep that private I am excited and hope we can conceive together. It would be great news to receive this weekend. I love kids even if they are not my own kids mean allot to me yes even my friends kids to. It sure was different being a kid back then then it is now. When I was a kid we had the millennium falcon and ET shit to play with. Remember the smurfs cartoon or hell he-man or how about the atari. Things were simpler back then they really were.

My son who is 13 came home the other day said dad some kid came up to me hit me so I knocked I hit him and the kids ran off. You see their is this kid who hangs out near this area my kids walk to school at. My one son months ago beat the kid up the kid ran off said he would get his gang son never seen him. Now my 13 year old met up with the same kid this time same thing my son knocked him almost out so now the kid got the two same brothers who taught him a lesson sadly where are the parents in all of this. This is a kid randomly attacking others imagine the monster he will be when he reaches his late teens serial killer maybe….rapist…..involved in robbing a store who knows. I blame the parents I really do because they refused to play the bad guy and sometimes you must play the dark side for light to bloom as they are a twin mixing the two is the eternal void. The rest of the puzzle you must figure out for human life is one big riddle afterall.

Do you know what fate happened on Vday for Tammy and I? Well an off duty police officer sent us a different way hiking. Well in the middle of the desert Tammy found a rock with a heart in it like it was meant to be found. I guess its little things like that….that keep you going wondering if it was meant to be or some divine intervention. It is what keeps you living and breathing. I live and so should you as the reader!

Lastly I do hope its a girl! :)
Cheers!
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Ps I know this blogs format is messed up for some reason copying this from a word program to my blog removes all the paragraphs grrrr oh well I know I am the anti christ oh well to bad if you dont like it you can blow me lol
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